beyond redemption
hurried by the distant past, worried by the near future - i assessed risk and damage, surrendered and loved unconditionally, watched tires rotate and planets revolve and people revolt and tire of transience, left digital and carbon footprints, underestimated overstimulation, kicked habits toward spectators, pushed my luck into a corner, experienced unbridled joy during wedding eras, gave up when out of time, caught the endless wave, built a more emotionally mature radar, listened to the highway at night, provoked thoughts with questions when the answers and their interpreters would lie beyond redemption